
Being
a bit late on the declaration of a resolution, I figured the
news better get out
before I changed my mind. For years, resolution after resolution,
with the combination of lent, has gradually increased my awareness
of self evaluation and change.
We
all make resolutions, promises, changes, and declarations that
yield any change at all. Yet, for the past few years, each resolution
has been accomplished. For years I wanted to conquer alcohol,
now it is under control. Even longer I longed for a healthy
body, I have finally obtained one after two years of intense
training, with the prospect of constant improvements. My diet
has been altered into something that is healthy, nutritious,
and surely an increase in longevity. So to make a long story
short, my New Years resolution is a Renaissance of sorts, a
striving to become a better artist, mind and soul. For years,
ever since grade school, my path was chosen. Unfortunately,
with life and practicality always dragging its responsibilities
against me, I have made small increments of progress as an artist.
The year of 2001 was one of academic successes and failures.
The only artistic endeavors in the past year was the radical
revision of this site
and my spontaneous outburst of new music
in August. Looking
back, 2001 was the year I became a jock,
not a horrid thing, but a vain accomplishment.
But
we all need something more, we all need a calling, a call to
action, a plan. Hence, this year will be the year of the "arts."
Starting this week, I shall expand my defunct art
site and start a new sketch book of all new drawings. The
defunct site
has always contained images made post art school. Many have
asked what works came from that institution. Being I have always
wanted to forget that part of my life, I cannot deny its inspiration,
no matter my outlook. The years in Art school were a peak in
my creative powers. Its always when we do not know the rules,
that we are more prone to break them and experiment. Although
a true master of the trade learns the rules before they break
them, I cannot deny these years of inexperience and ambitions
any longer. Hopefully finding these lost treasures will give
those interested an opportunity to see the fruits of my labor.
Its
funny, we all strive for that degree, we all want to be the
masters of our respected trades. Yet, being an art major, I
have not taken one art class, since Art school. I have not seriously
done a large scale work in about 4 years, which was my wall
moral, now painted over. Hopefully, my new planned sketch
books should reveal some new lessons, inspirations, ideas that
will be very interesting to the viewer. I have always been a
non-traditionist in my works. These days, although increasing
conservative, will reveal a more ambitious, ready artist.
Other
plans, after talking to many of my friends in the field, will
be tackling the art of programming a competent, comprehensive
web site that
needs only moderate attention. I am tired of updating every
page when something
changes, when only had I invested the man hours in learning
the code, instead of ignoring technology, which is something
that is not going to go away, no matter the situation.
Even
more ambitious than my art projects, will be my new music.
I have been putting off making that "CD"
for almost four years now. It is time to make a list of completed
tracks and out
takes from the web
site, make a set list, and call it my first
album and begin anew, fresh and liberated from the pressures
of releasing the first. Sophomore efforts have always been a
mixed bag, yet I feel my skills as a guitarist have greatly
improved and I am willing to take a gamble that this year's
music
will far outweigh anything currently on the site. Focus of interest,
will be incorporating counterpoint, that is another trio
or a sonata for two guitars, and of course, I will finally release
my sonata for guitar in E minor. So stay tuned, watch for the
updates, wish me luck, and, always send me comments, reflections,
ideas, or criticism to damon_jasso@yahoo.com.
Sincerely,